January 2010
CRAP
I outlined the lines of my hand in blue pen..
and fell asleep with my hand on my cheek..
theres a little map of blue lines on my face.
They wont come off.
Oh well.
The sky set out like a pathway, but who decides...
I have the Peter Pan complex.
In a way.
I want to grow up..
but I don’t want to become cynical.
So I’m going to keep adventuring.
Wherever I go, Whatever I am doing, I’m going to find something humorous in the situation and laugh, I’ll keep it fresh, baby.
Because if I don’t, I’m going to die.
tmerr:
Always imagine there is a hidden camera.
I do.
It creeps me out.
My dishwasher is making sounds like the machines...
emeraldcityorbust asked: you know, i feel like we would get along really well if we knew each other in real life.
I was running to catch up to the bus today
So I wound up getting on it just in time…
In order to shave precious minutes, the bus driver pulled away without me being properly seated…so I kinda swung forward, I grabbed onto the bar though, but this black lady was like “OH NOOOO BABY!!!! You just wanna sit on my lap huh, OH YEAAAAAAAAAH”
I just kinda stared and shrugged.
Then she goes, “DONCHA WORRY ABOUT ME...
I think I know why I'm grumpy
and its because I miss you.
What I wouldnt do for a big hug from you right now…
and yes, im corny, in a sad pathetic little way..
but whatever.
I love you.
Deal with it.
Feeling grumpy.
Care to spar, dear?
I feel like arguing or fighting.
I feel mentally worn...
It was a long long day…
=S
Yesterday
We sat around an iron table under a tree.
The sky was cloudy and it smelled like rain.
We talked about life, our experiences, our families, love, if priests could sell sperm, and we just laughed.
And it felt so right..
And I just thought, man, this is how its supposed to be.
You’re supposed to be able to sit around with friends and not feel pressured to say or do the right things. You...
Come live in Tucson like a balla!
-that was weird. LOL
By the way, feeling so much better…
He puts a smile on my face.. =]
We got high and watched south park.
I’d like to take this moment to just say…
I have the oddest friends. LOL
Its times like these..
when I wish I had a bad habit.
I wish I smoked.
or drank
or.. idk, liked to wear tutu’s and dance to the beatles.
Don't you dare. Don't you dare.
I had this long thing I was going to write, then realized I didn’t want to, so what I’m trying to say, I’ll just post from my journal. Take a peek at todays entry.
And this will forever be known as the year I grew up.
I’m moving back.
And honestly? I’ve accepted it
Its crazy how God works, because last month I was losing my mind over maybe having to go back, I didn’t want to....
You met me at a very strange time in my life.