January 2009
Slide- Goo Goo Dolls
silly essays.
I find myself making up statements and facts more and more.
and.
Faking emotions.
“Life is unfair. We’ve seen that time and time again. The good people who have the unthinkable happen to them. The bad people who have wonderful things happen to them. Yet the kitchen is fair. It does not matter whether you’re good or bad. It doesn’t matter whether you’re tall or...
“I waited, waited for nothing, you’re leaving, leaving me hanging”
– When did your heart go missing- Rooney
Everyone I knew was waiting on a cue.
It’s settled.
I sent in the paperwork and my money.
I am going to Scottsdale.
For a year.
For a degree in culinary arts.
I’m not sure if I’m scared or excited. Sometimes they feel the same.
I wonder who they’ll miss the most? my cat or me.
My birthday is tomorrow. =]
Two Princes- Spin Doctor
Said, if you want to...
“Just waiting on an angel”
– Heaven Sent- Hinder
Take only what you need.
sooooooooo
Angie is making marinera sauce.
I have no idea how to make it. So… I’m making this up as I go along. it’ll be interesting. LOL
Yesterday was Karlas birthday.
I went to Abelinas and helped Jasmine with the baby shower for awhile.
Then I came home, made a pasta salad to take to Karla’s. Her family likes me. The only awkward part was when her mother demanded I...
oh dear...
Angie: were just friends... and I think you might have misplaced those feelings..
says: and just you always knew what to say to help me
says: like I always told you my problems
says: and you taught me how to pray
says: and like you were always there for me
says: so like... I started to like you
Angie says: i see...
says: Ya...
says: like you did a lot for me that no one really ever did for me
Angie says: I see...
says: you made me feel important and special
says: like no matter what went on you made time for me when I needed some one to talk to
says: and you always gave me that little extra hope
says: and it meant a lot
Angie says: little extra hope?
says: ya
says: like I didn't have to give up
says: I didn't have to give up on school, on life...
says: like when I got really low and sad when I thought I would give up you were like the first person I went to
says: cuz you always made me feel like I belonged and I was important
Angie says: you dont have to give up..
says: like I actually have been going to church and I've been doing my best to change my life around cuz I realized I don't have to live on the dark side of life
says: and like Ya... you know?
says: you know what I mean?
Angie says: im glad you now realize you dont have to live on the dark side..
says: ya like I do my absolute best to keep things positive
Angie says: good =]
says: and sometimes its hard but now
says: now I pray when I can't think straight
says: and when I need to clear my head
says: I run to jesus to help me
says: and to be honest with you it really does help
Angie says: im glad ...
I need you to love me.
I’m feeling the same way I felt when i left for Seattle.
Tired. Angry. Frustrated. Hurt. Most of all, Hurt and Lonely.
I don’t want to feel. I wish I could stop feeling for a moment and just BE.
I feel so hurt my heart aches. It hurts and I don’t know what to do. I’m alot of peoples friends, people confide in me…but that’s the thing. I’m their friend,...
Always kiss me goodnight.
So.
I felt incredibly awkward. LOL
but tis okey dokey.
I had an absolute blast last night =]
and no, there was no pot involved.
even though we did tell the waitress it was Chana’s birfday and they sang to her and it was hilarious. =]
ANGIE
farvito:
angiechick:
farvito:
angiechick:
farvito:
hi
CODY
hi
just so you know….I win
NO WAY! I WIN! I ALWAYS WIN! -growls- idc if you’re 2 feet taller than me mister. codes. I shall beat ye.
you’re wrong
HA! don’t you know? I’m never wrong =P
Moonlight becomes you - Frank Sinatra
You’re all dressed up to go dreaming Now don’t tell me I’m wrong And what a night to go dreaming Mind if I tag along Moonlight becomes - it goes with your hair You certainly know the right thing to wear Moonlight becomes you - I’m thrilled at the sight And I could get so romantic tonight You’re all dressed up to go dreaming Now don’t you tell me...
“We make a living by what we get, we make a life by what we give.”
– Sir Winston Churchill (via w-roddy)
I want to live back when everyone would sing and...
I have a headache because I can’t stay still when I’m nervous.
So I just walked around in circles for the past 20 minutes.
Make the room stop spinning.
This is a list of the things I should have been
But I’m not
I hate myself sometimes.
I fail time and time again, I lecture people, about loving God and so forth, yet me, I do things sometimes that are so clearly wrong.
And I hate myself for it.
For not being perfect.
For making mistakes.
For sinning.
I hate the person I can be.
^.^
Biblia, Candle,Lightbulb, Curtain, Jesus, Book =]
Without You- Hinder(acoustic version because the...
ANGIE
farvito:
angiechick:
farvito:
hi
CODY
hi
just so you know….I win
NO WAY! I WIN! I ALWAYS WIN! -growls- idc if you’re 2 feet taller than me mister. codes. I shall beat ye.
09876R5EDFGHUJIOKLP;KJ
So.
I can’t do school, but I can write.
XD I’ve been writing tons.
I started a book. Which will hopefully be finished in about a year. XD huzzah?
And I wrote a couple short stories.
So. Yeah. It’s interesting.
Gerry’s scripts got here. I’m pretty phsyched (sp?) I haven’t acted in a play in awhile.
-ponders- what else is new… OH YEAH
theres a youth...
ANGIE
farvito:
hi
CODY
hi
For Angiezz
libz:
angiechick:
libz:
BECAUSE JUST BECAUSE! we dance in washington and drink coffee with all the small gnomes of europe.
ITS ALIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIVEEEEEEEEE
HUZZAH! REJOICE!
and…
its for me ^.^
yaaayyy us! and praise Jesus we aren’t german…or adam’s
HAHAHAHA!!! indeeeed! broad shoulders and deep voices are a no-no…well at least for us because im quite the fan of shoulders...
For Angiezz
libz:
BECAUSE JUST BECAUSE! we dance in washington and drink coffee with all the small gnomes of europe.
ITS ALIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIVEEEEEEEEE
HUZZAH! REJOICE!
and…
its for me ^.^
Into The Night.
Ive been listening to this song...
“I’ll write you a letter, to say goodbye
And I’ll make it long, and...”
– The One I Love-Greg Laswell
CrazyGibson
How do I have you confused?
Highly unproductive.
Hi Tumblr.
Well. Today sucks =] xD
But an overcap of the weekend.
I…AM MOVING TO SCOTTSDALE! =D
In June. Join me? yes please.
I met Gloria which was pretty darn cool.
I really liked the school and all =]
OH
and the Cardinals won! Were going to superbowl baby!
AND
my mother asked some guy to prom with me….-.- RAWR. XD I feel incredibly sorry for the guy.
“I agree with Patrick, cut roll paste and keep the film rolling…=]
the past is long gone, the future is but a dream, but the present is all we got -no idea where it’s from, but i like.”
Who the heck is this Patrick I speak of in a blog last year?!?!
And whoever he is, wherever he is, I still agree with him. =]
CUT
ROLL
PASTE
KEEP FILM ROLLING
-smacks face-
Angie: GASP! A cotton picking field =]
Mom: OH! I used to pick cotton when i was a little girl.
Dad: Lies. She used to smoke it.
Angie: ......ROFL!
later
Mom: YAY! A dime!
Angie: YES! Maybe we can buy mcdonalds with that.
Mom: you dont use it! It's like a lucky penny.. but since this is a dime, imagine that luck times 10!
Angie: .....-walks away-
Journal Entry
I went to the tour, and I really liked Scottsdale, and I really liked the school…
Let me share a piece of my journal with you.Because i cant find the words.
“Yet… I feel as though I’ve left my first passion. People. When did cooking ever save a life? When did cooking ever help a child? I feel as though I’m being selfish. I’m doing something I like rather than something that will...
There were drums in the air as she started to...
Every soul in the room, keeping time with their hands
Let me share a piece of an email with you
“Dear Angie,
I would like to take this opportunity to congratulate you on your decision to move forward and develop an exciting career for yourself in the world of Culinary. I am happy for you ...
I think she has ADD or something... FOCUS!
Angie: she sent me an email
Will says: Ahh what'd it say???
Angie says: i cant quite say ;)
Will says: come'n pleaaaaasssseee
Angie says: OMG
Angie says: they even changed the tumblr logo
Will says: Don't change the subject!!!!
Angie says: THEY DID
Will says: I know, I know, I know... But, the email! Focus!!!
Angie says: they changed the logo
Angie says: -softly rocks back and forth-
Comment: =P lol. XD
SCREAM
crazygibson:
angiechick:
NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO!!!!!!!
I don’t like this new tumblr =[
Its so.. different.
I agree, the old was better :’(
I’m glad you agree. everyone seems to love this…
OMG! THEY EVEN CHANGED THE TUMBLR LOGO
that t is different. I dont like change.
Caity.
i heart ye and am praying for you =[
hug.
i’ll miss you, and i’ll be waiting till you come back.
SCREAM
NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO!!!!!!!
I don’t like this new tumblr =[
Its so.. different.
Goals
MY only goal for tomorrow morning is to get up before 11 am for the vday meeting.
Chrstine is an idiot. She leaves this amazing man who’s been with her for all this time, whos taught her everything she knows, and who is hopelessly devoted to her…
for this young whippersnapper with pretty blonde hair.
Ok so the phantom goes rouge and kills a few folks… its her fault.
bah.
...
“Cause nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know...”
– Gotta Be Somebody- Nickelback
la la la da di doo la la la
=D
I….. AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I haven’t done a bit of school this week. XD
but hey! I’m going to Scottsdale on Saturday to go see the school. We’ll see how that goes.
Then I have my interview with the art institute at 11 this morning.
AND
Last night, I had a loooooooooong conversation with Snowy =] I missed him =[ He called me while I was at church XD so i said...
“Fear thou not; for I am with thee: be not dismayed; for I am thy God: I will...”
– Isaiah 41:10
I hold on to that.
I bake injured people.
Angie: lol now im between paramedic and culinary arts
Mike: You're going to bake injured bodies? That's freaky.Is that even legal?
Angie: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...Well.. dont tell me you never dabble in the illegal ;)
Mike: dabble? I wallow in the stuff.
Chat chat chat chat.
Mike: Good thing she didn't give you a giant oven for your patient baking addiction (about grandma)
Angie: LOL, no we have to build that one, hey why dont you help me?
Mike: hehehe, only if you pitch in with the raid of the white house
My grandma loves me.. I think...
I mentioned I might move to Phoenix to go to “The Phoenix Art Institute” or Scottsdale for Culinary School…
And now I have a blender, a hand mixer, a dishes basinet, and a cook book.
“Yo voy a ser la primer en contribuir”
I’m not even gone yet! I think I’ll disappoint everyone if i dont leave. LOL
But.. this is a great blender, its one of those...