December 2007
confused
you’re not missing anything… what do you mean by change in tone? =S I do realize sometimes I smile when i don’t feel like it, but it’s anything but fake. I smile because I want to… I … don’t know how to explain it, in Batman (i know, me and my weird analogies XD) the butler tells him “you start pretending to have fun, and before you know it.....
“I just have to find a way to let you know, that I’m so lost without you”
– Lonely is the Night when I’m not with you- Air Supply
turns out..
the application was nowhere to be found, I called Danitza and that lifesaver of a girly got me one and i picked it up.. haha and now ive got a bunch of orange post =] and I was cleaning out my drawer, and I found a flower and a poem.. completely made my day LOL I remade my roll and it’s super nice and soft =] I’m pretty excited over how God works things out to the dot, so many things...
so ...What does God see in you?
Angie: so kids, what do you think other people see in you that they like?
Andrea: I'm kind
Marco: I'm nice
other random child: I am polite
Alex: I'm handsome -wiggles eyebrows-
Angie: ...lol, so, are those the same qualities God sees in you?
Alex: course, God knows I'm handsome
pain
I fell off the stool as I was reaching for a bowl. Ouch so anywho, it’s been a pretty good morning, i made the phone call, and it sounded good. I have to make up a lesson plan to take in with my application, so keep praying! My roll broke though =[ and I ran out of eggs XD so.. yeah.. not good XD I hope she won’t strangle me =’[ so anyways.. Ima go work on my lesson plan =]
Psalms 61:1-4
God.. will take care of me =] Psa 61:1 Hear my cry, O God; attend unto my prayer. Psa 61:2 From the end of the earth will I cry unto thee, when my heart is overwhelmed: lead me to the rock that is higher than I. Psa 61:3 For thou hast been a shelter for me, and a strong tower from the enemy. Psa 61:4 I will abide in thy tabernacle forever: I will trust in the covert of thy wings. Selah.
“I can’t blame you for not wanting me, And I can tell by the way you are...”
– She’s pretty- Star De Azlan
“I have you and you have me”
– When did your heart go missing- Rooney
untangle this with me..
I feel like a wreck and i’m having so much trouble just staying on my feet.I feel bloody awful…nobody should have to put up qith me when i’m like this. It just feels like nothings where it should be…and i’m having so much trouble sorting it out. It’s all tangled up. Like a web.. oh what a tangled web we weave, when we first are decieved… I just realized...
“how does she know, that you really really truly care”
– That’s how you know - Amy Adams (Enchanted Soundtrack =])
we march on.
so today.. got up late. and been kinda on and off all day.. a bit more on the off side XD Today was quite emotional. During the talent show, I got a huge migrane, so bad.. I burst into tears. Thankfully the makeup didn’t run… but it really really hurt… sigh… Pray i get the position… so today, we were watching the Year end vid.. and funny memory came up. When we...
oy...
It’s sad, I’m so stinkin tired 0.0 ay, I’ve decided… I’m going to be much more emotional. If what they say hurts.. what the heck, ill cry. it’s annoying that people say things and they really really hurt and i say nothing. but…. maybe.. they don’t know it hurts. i mean come on, some of it is quite obvious, but somethings.. they might really...
“and the line between the saints and villains is crossed, in my mind. someday...”
– Disarray- Lifehouse
working gal...
regardless of the wack time on these posts, it is currently 7:12 Angie is feeling quite nauseaus (and im 100% sure i misspelled that) I put an extra bagel in the oven for meself and my coworker nabbed it. SHe later came back and gave me half, but she eats it with salt.. and she put cream cheese and salt on it, in order not to hurt her feelings… I ate the darn thing. ICK now i feel like...
“If I could, I’d only wanna make you smile, If you wanna, stay with me a...”
– Make You Smile- Plus 44
so I'm back...
this time I’m armed with a cup of coffee, thankyouverymuch (the appraiser didn’t answer) This day has felt oh so long.. and I feel so cold too.. I really wish I had an outer enemy. It’s just hard to fight yourself… humans are always about self-preservation. so.. if i’m the enemy.. see how self-preservation doesnt work? So hand me a carving knife Fred, were ridding...
I found my perfect song quote for how I am currently feeling.. ” a little more and i’ll fall off the planet entirely” The song leaves much to be wanted but i heard this line and automatically clicked uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuggggggghhhhhh I’m really disappointed right now, but it’s nobody’s fault but my own. I guess it’s just hard for me to remember past...
Hi
I have beef jerky =] — angiechick Can i have some? — danielmonreal If you behave..
I have beef jerky =]
“I know that I had sworn I’d never trust anyone again but I didn’t...”
– You Had Me at Hello- A Day to Remember
very different
Christmas Eve Christmas eve was oh so different from other years. This year was calm. I felt…Comfortable. at ease Other years it’s been hectic and oh so many relatives that need taking care of This year was gentle, with just my immediate family, my grandfather, and a good friend. we actually did it this year, we waited till 12 =] Christmas Day AHHH, so insane! first the grandmother,...
“looked at my face, wiped the tears from my eyes, and with forgiveness in his...”
– FFH- When God Ran
I love
how a little prayer goes a long way… you pray for jesus help and..no drastic results. Looking around you, nothings changed. Same situations… but inside.. inside.. there’ a peace. a calmness. a settling of the soul. And i know.. It’s gonna be just fine
“When you leave my colors fade to gray”
– numa numa- O-zone (english version)
well...
I have no finals to do tomorrows, but i’ve got tons of schoolwork to finish. ANDDDD, i finished 2 classes completely. i is feeling weirds. I guess too many bad news today, but… Jesus loves me =] by the way.. Don’t ever, and i mean ever, sing Rise against outloud while scrubbing the bottom of the tub with Ajax. It’s sure to go into your mouth.. and.. eww. its not tasty, I...
inner dialogue
Angie: I dont know how to feel...
Me: feel angry
Angie: but.. it's not fair to be angry. it's not his fault.. technically..
Me: then feel sad
Angie: but it's pointless to feel sad about something I can't change..
Me: then feel happy
Angie: but.. I lost...
Me: ...you're befuddled
Angie: good idear! I'll feel befuddled.
I have a plop spot =]
“With the darkness, cometing down, I could use your, saving now”
– Meet me at the window- Jack’s Mannequin
I'm to blame
as odd as the title of this.. thought is, it’s just a rant about a pet peeve of mine =] see.. I realized today how much blaming others bothers me. It makes me wonder why though, I’ve realized throughout time, everyones pet peeves are usually something they do quite alot. For example, a person who hates name calling usually calls peoples names. They dont realize it of course, but...
“I’ll show myself it wasn’t forged, Keep me safe inside your arms,...”
– We are broken- Paramore
life
in general makes me laugh. i’m really learning to put weird moments behind me. I just paste a smile on my face… you know? like those old dolls we used to have, with the plastic sticker smiles, when you wanted them to smile you’d stick it on, then peel it off. I just put on my smile and grin. I found myself doing that alot today.. specially with “I had him ...
Today
is Dad’s birthday =] I have no clue how I’m going to get by… I really want beef jerky…
buenos dias =]
AHHH!!! it’s a hectic day. lol actually.. i’m at work and it’s slow. me and my co-workers are talking about fat XD tis an interesting convers mm.. i woke up late today…but I feel tired. HAHA but.. dumb tired. ditzy tired. today….will be interesting =] Angie out
We are TOO cool
Snowy: Suddenly Seymourrrrrrr is standing beside you! you don't need no makeup
Angie: OH DEAR! -pulls out giant pickle-
Snowy: don't have to pretend. giant pickle?!?!?!
Angie: for seymour. come on...
Snowy: huh?
Angie: if someone is suddenly next to you, you wack them...with a pickle
Snowy: I guess so but not at Seymour... he's nice
Angie: is he now...
Snowy: very nice
Angie: -skeptical- how nice?
Snowy: he feeds people to a giant man eating plant so he can be famous and rich
Angie: ...man.. thats... like wow.. Mother Teresa nice
Snowy: but he loves you, so he wouldn't do it to you
Angie: well.,. think he could share his giant man eating plant?
Tanks my lovely elf. Thank you for always listening, even when it’s whiny. Tank you for your prayers, for your reassuring-self. =] now…I think there’s gonna be a full moon in a few days =] the desert is looking very nice…
“Se cae el cielo y que más da, Tenemos nuestro mundo”
– Invierno- Reik
iloveyou
=] it’s kinda odd how.. reassuring people can be. it’s like.. the days ..well the months.. are going downhill, and with just a smile, just an hello, someone can turn it around. Isnt that.. amazing? Thank God for good friends I smile just thinking about it. and now.. School =]
“What’s mine is yours to leave, to take, What’s mine is yours to make...”
– Look After You- The Fray
man.. we sure can punish you =)
Friend: i'd like to give them a piece of myyyy mind...and a toe
Angie: A toe?!?! they're not good enough, hand them a ingrown toenail
Ingrown toenails to you!
ARGH!!!! i was feeling pretty darn ticked, but now I’m not. I’ve realized just how pointless it is to get mad. Now.. I find it funny. I’m laughing so hard.. I said nothing. :|I kept my mouth shut. I’m proud of myself though. which.. is good… cuz trust me, i had nothing good to say. Another awkward day, but I’m getting by. One more week! Then good ol me will...
Today, we will make it the best we can...
“And that’s what you get for falling again, You can never get him out of...”
– Pretty Girl- Sugarcult
Afraid
It frightens me that it might just have been a glimer in the distance. You blink, and it’s gone. It leaves you wondering, was it ever there…
“I’m always wrapped up in things I cannot win, You are the antidote that...”
– Cold- Crossfade
“And it seems the hardest part, is shining back at you”
– There Cannot Be A Close Second-Copeland
Comfort (Zechariah 2:5-8)
2:5 For I, saith Jehovah, will be unto her a wall of fire round about, and I will be the glory in the midst of her. 2:6 Ho, ho, flee from the land of the north, saith Jehovah; for I have spread you abroad as the four winds of the heavens, saith Jehovah. 2:7 Ho Zion, escape, thou that dwellest with the daughter of Babylon. 2:8 For thus saith Jehovah of hosts: After glory hath he sent me unto...
Angie: get up!!!
Anel: I'll give it to you right now!
Angie: -blink- give me what?
Anel: the ticket
Angie: ticket? -confused-
Anel: -opens eyes- what ticket?
“But hope only shines
The brighter in the night”
– Afloat- Evermore
mm, I dont like politics, primaries and run-offs give me headaches. LOL but.. acid rain and snow is funny :) Thanks God, for providing such good distractions. and i just realized the time is wack on these posts
“I’m walking a wire, it feels like a thousand ways I could fall”
– Ticket to Heaven- 3 Doors Down